ihateyou

2010-09-03T21:25:00.001+08:00

i shall not continue with this blog.

2010-08-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

these cameras are damn cool.
i wanna get one. haha.
well. life sucks, results suck.
sucks.
HAHA.

2010-08-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

oh well. life sucks. LOL, this blog is so dead.
Don't feel like blogging anymore.
Tumblr is a better place.

2010-08-17T20:35:00.001+08:00

oh yeah, my blog's dead.

2010-07-24T13:06:00.000+08:00

YAY :) i love this picture.
a lot a lot a lot.
my blog's dead.
haha, yeah life's good, yet boring.
exams coming soon again.
i need a break!

2010-06-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

K, first day of term 3 tomorrow.
Lets die together! haha, gonna have a hard time sleeping today.
they shouldn't even call it a june holiday when school reopens on 28 of June.
They're such liars ! :P
hahahahaha, k. back to SIAN LIFE again.

2010-06-24T23:58:00.005+08:00

i'm just a lil' too hungry! HAHA
yeah, blog's dead. but im gonna update anyway.
Went to dentist today. OK, it was a painful experience :)
Went to celeste's house today too, and thank her a lot a lot for giving me 3 presents, cause she's damn generous , Haha! :)
hehez, and there's mbs alumni concert @singapore conference hall later! Can't wait :)
holiday's kinda a little busy & a little fun , haha!
Band outing on 22th june was, not so great but great too :p
HAHA! yeah :) school's re-opening next monday, eew, i hate it, hate it, hate it a lot .
Bye :)

2010-06-14T23:38:00.002+08:00

hehez, remember humpy dumpty ? ok, this is not related at all :>
Yay, band camp rocks. but it sucks at the same time too!
LOl, cause my whole body have been aching like shit, cause i slept on the table and the floor, cause i was too lazy to bring a sleeping bag :p
Yay, POP rocked. percussion ensemble rocks :)
The sad thing is we didn't bring the whole hall down, cus the hall didnt collapse ! LOL.
yay, made a lot of friends, which is good :p
rocksyourass ! Hahaha. :D
Sucks sucks sucks, cause everytime got gastric problem then end up screwing the whole thing up,but ...
its not a bad thing after all.
sucks! still sucks, cause back to holiday, homework + usual boring life. -_-
Trending topic now : WORLDCUP!

i support GERMANY!
cause it rocks! HAHA

2010-06-08T21:48:00.004+08:00

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nooo! i can't stop eating. hahaha, random post! holidays are here. woots, promised myself to do finish my homework by 23 june 2010.
holidays = slack, eat, sleep, shop, play, watch anime.
yeah, sucker!
there's band camp tmrw, till friday, and its gonna be dead boring .
lets go on DIET :)

2010-05-25T22:52:00.004+08:00

random, hehez.
i miss my hair, A LOT ): old pictures! rawr.
i seriously wanna puke at my results ):
i got like 32 for L1R5 and 26 for L1R2B2 or whatever shit is that -_-
how to promote! i don't even get the whole system can?
damn exams and results ):
they screw up my life man!
yeah and i kinda remembered this receipt cause i just threw away my whole stack of used papers ):
damn global warming , the weather is friggin' hot now can?
she kp much, i hate her >;/ damn it much, xia sway me only

oh no

2010-05-15T23:03:00.001+08:00

hehez, short post. this blog is dead .
this candy rocks !
STICKYSINGAPORE

exams are over over over, gonna have hell on tuesday, exam sucks, they make me have flu.
last of all,
I LOVE COFFEE! WHEEZ

2010-05-11T00:55:00.001+08:00

hello, im bored.
im very bored.
tomorrow no papers, and the time now is 12.55am
im not gonna sleep cause i'm not tired.
sucks sucks sucks. exams suck, rob my sleeping time! ):
scared tmr instead of studying.. go play and slack.
Oh God, help me please. ):
yeah, screw maths and chemistry and chinese.
The next subject i'm gonna screw up is POA and physics.
FML.

2010-05-06T17:01:00.001+08:00

HAHA exams suck :)
yeah, so gonna MIA my blog.
anyway its dead.
fmylife.com rocks! :)
yeah, good luck for your examinations

2010-05-02T18:57:00.002+08:00

OMG! this lil girl's cute! HEHHEH :D
yay, had tuition. and dinner!
2ND MAY ♥ , LOl.
hitman reborn is nice! :)
i wanna watch iron man and i.p man ):
Lols, MYE's HERE! NO.. & YES!
i'm still slacking.
i'm gonna fail my chinese!
HAIZ, short post, random things.
dumb shits.
hehheh, shopping i miss you.
exams go away leh :/
pttttfff, im effin' unhappy ): ):
HAHAHAHA, dinner was great :)
♥ ROCKY, SOCKY, TUNA .

thanks manxs, you rock :)

2010-04-26T22:22:00.001+08:00

HAIZ, today's a bad day, gonna thank people who didnt piss me off :)

ok, you can wait. tsk.

2010-04-09T20:14:00.003+08:00

so what! you can anyhow insult isit!

nah, i'll try not to be angry -.-

if you ever insult again, i'll never talk to you.

today was t.i.r.e.d ;

what do you mean by complusary?

why should you judge me?

why are you so unreasonable?

who the hell are you?

when did i say i want to communicate with you?

who gives you the right to judge me?

cant answer? then stfu and f off :)

you dont know me, you're not a genius, so fuck off and get that stinky bitch face of yours out of my sight, i dont need those useless comments unless i ask for some.

but you still don deserve it :3 its gonna fall, fall, fall !

thanks, now i know who my true friends really are ♥ ; some things shouldn't be taken seriously :)

God is GREAT :3

2010-04-06T21:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN KEK GEE AND ONG ZI ZHONG ! :D
thanks for giving me memories ♥

busy day :)
but pissed off too
dua sai ah? i got plans also hor
what can you do siol?
too bad lo, i need to go home =]
Lol who cares :3 > piece(s) of shit .
went home! comp! mother! baby brother! celeste! make things! home! computer!
then sleep :) wheee, busy day over.
you're idiots, not worth it!

and i want BOTH idiots to cheer up! :D cause not worth it over some useless shit also :)
hehheh

2010-04-02T22:07:00.002+08:00

Yay :) GOOD FRIDAY , must thank Jesus, cause he made a public holiday, then no band XD
HAHA =] Memorable day today XD
i love you ♥

250th!

2010-03-29T20:54:00.004+08:00

Yay :D this's my 250th post :)

today ruiming showed me the musuem booklet, lol i wanna go the toy museum , but the ticket $15 , my heart pain :x

and i just rmb-ed some people .. owe some people money! HAHAHA.

thurs, gonna go 6e gathering :D , long time nvr met them alr (:

busy like shit ._.

HAHA! been LOL-ing alot alot alot.

been spitting food, spitting drinks and cabbing alot lately ._.

my feet. very pain! >:/

got blisters, cause of the dumb performance, tsk -.-

slippers.. food..

God .. D: haven't been going church lately, kinda miss there :) :) :) :) :)

Okay, i'hv been talking to a tuna lately :)
HAHAHA, wonder if it'll kill me if it saw this XD

and some people has been irritating me lately ; so what if i didnt do homework? Im gonna do it now RIGHT? dont talk like you're the boss cause nobody respects you anyway . tsk.

wanted to sleep today! but the laptop attracted my attention :3

school school school, gonna have assembly and 4 boring & sucky & sleepy periods of poa tmr >:/

byee :)

2010-03-21T20:48:00.004+08:00

ya, i admit i " stone " alot.

and im " stoning " again ._.

cus sometimes i just wonder why im so unlucky.

but the fact is : Im fortunate !

Haha, move on people :)

sian diao D; tmr's school AGAIN -.-

soooo bored.

homework homework homework, I WANT MY PAY LA, dumbass :D

it this even a holiday!

2010-03-20T16:38:00.002+08:00

back from malaysia , nothing to blog about :)

missed some people while i was there , hehehh.

friday, band, got our posts.

happy :) cause i'll be less busy now.

no comments alr.

i wanna go out laterrrrrrrrr,

RAWR XD

nag and nag , so noisy

2010-03-18T00:01:00.001+08:00

thurs .. fri.. sat and i'll be back :)
hahahaha, im forced to go manxs ._.
i hope i really enjoy going there !
yay :D at least im free from some RUBBISH(:

2010-03-16T22:29:00.001+08:00

so dumb. very dumb. extremely dumb.
im so dumb.

2010-03-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

slacked with random people today !
tution sucked, cause i dont know anything.
i watched that movie again. Lol, and this time i seem to understand the whole story better liao. :)
ate pepper lunch :) yeah then slack then go home.
the temptation is back again, noooo.
YEAH tmr's the day :) so happpy!
hope things go well !
ta-ta im done, tired tired tired ...

noooo

2010-03-13T20:36:00.003+08:00

NO !

random day today.

i woke up and i looked at my phone ..

wahhh ; " 11.11am , 11 new messages "

HAHAHAH! surprisingly my lunch was already prepared for me. Lol.

some idiot say cannot go out with me :( :( nvm lo ..

then kahming call me 2 times then i never pick up.

she call my house. then she said got 3 free movie tickets. she rarely goes out.

then i just go lo . meet her liao then watch the movie,

then i ate PROPER dinner (:

hahahahah.

random people messaged me :x

msn random people.

so boring. watching anime again .

tmr having tuition again. so boring.

and , i dont wanna go malaysia. why force me sia :(

lazy say liao, cause said it to somebody about the problem liao.

nononononononononononononononononooooooooooooo i dont wanna go. so many homework ! wtf is this,
holidays dont seem like one la , damn it !

randoms

2010-03-11T20:09:00.004+08:00

sorry, its outdated :) haha ruiming so guai :x , no la. act one XD

just joking :)

bored ._. nothing to update leh.

took my exams results liao, expect poa .

but happy la :) i just hope my poa pass ! hahahaha.

happy slacking , ta-ta.

happy belated birthday, shawn !

happy birthday, patrick !

kahang !

2010-03-08T21:30:00.011+08:00

hahaha BACK FROM KAHANG FROM 3TH TO 5TH MARCH

hehehe, nice camp ! :D

the camppp rocks :D esp the camp fire !

then the activites include :

camp fire, water obstacles, kampong walk, bamboo rafting, night trail, star gazing and blah blah.

i forgotten :)

went high that night !

fell into the mud and water dunno how many times. then capsized dunno how many times also. cause the weather was freaking hot. and screw Javian Tan for throwing mud at me ._.

3 days , kinda miss some people :) and my phone and laptop ! hahaha. im done !

i shall stop eating junkfood from today !

I LOVE 3DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD (L)

the class cheer rocks too ! lollol.

2010-02-24T21:20:00.001+08:00

MIA-ing (:

expired

2010-02-09T20:17:00.007+08:00

EXPIRED -
whee, the hamper so small

The crystallisation thingy

yay, im back home.

and to some idiot ! i not so good mood okay.

sec 1 de hamper project we all so excited for it, but now like shit like that. getting lower and lower, lesser and lesser things. haha.

then today go collect crystals :) so cute siah , like sweet like that. makes me feel like eating.

im damn hungry manxs.

school today .. lol. so boring ! assembly hear them talk dunno what, then maths then mother tongue at there text and text. so bored :(

Poa 4 periods. i wonder how i survived , lol. After school went to celeste's house :) , then like mad people like that . she's a mad bitch yeah XD she sick uh ! 38.7 degrees :O , but who cares XD i wanna get ill so much. cause i need a break x.x

hey you bimbotic bitch, i dont care manxs, you better stand up. its like ups and downs of life ! :D hard uh, but you never try how you know :X

tomorrow's Wednesday -'- and i hate it.

smile

2010-02-08T23:02:00.004+08:00

i wanna MIA my blog leh ._. cause, i dont feel like posting .

saturday and sunday, nothing to do lol, went out then sunday tuition. do homework. do until wanna die. pierce ear.

new year's coming. and idk what im doing. im not looking forward to new year uh.. im looking forward to the camp, so that i can find back my that feeling again.

i miss the peace manxs, no cars one. then but no comp ._. haha :x

english common test's this thurs -.-

i just passed my a maths test .. sucks uh. that laozharbor. damn, never put one bracket the whole question wrong ? but the answer correct what -.- , plus and minus sign switch only what.. like that also can ?

Eeyer. i never felt so low before ._. how.. i dont even know a single thing in history and ss .

just now.. school . boring. physic lesson slack only ! :)

after school went to ruiming's house, teach her maths. make me wanna die x.x

after that went home , then went to meet richard den he passed me the kueh lapis. lol , nice seh.. :) then den slacked under void deck for one hour, feed mosquitoes

-.- !

thank God ! not so many . haha

talked alot. lol. so long never talk liao.. now den i realised. i miss primary school life D:

damn .. tmr got 4 periods of POA, i'hv no mood to study manxs .

Lmao, shit i forget to photocopy passport ><

crazy

2010-02-04T21:30:00.004+08:00

today, had chinese test and i'll fail, got back maths test. Its a miracle i passed and when i showed my mother the paper .. her face was like " why so little marks ? " walao.. like that call little .. you ownself do lo XD today, i'hv been sweating the whole day siah. zzzxs, went to make ic :) kinda regretted, cause im a christain after all. i dont really like maths. not because of that zhabor, cause my brain going mad already. Lol. dont care le uh.
yeah, then got the CEPP talk , about civil defence ? bloody hell. 2 hrs and 30 mins. bloody hungry, so went down to buy things eat :) yeah, then after that i was lazy to talk bus home :X so i went to eat maggie<3 again and den brought milktea then went got celeste's father lobang me home with peiqin :) yeah, then peiqin went to take passport photo , lol she looked kinda cute , haha! then before that we're supposed to cross the road but then de celeste :x took a photo . crazy bitch XD , she says she wanna physco me to qian dao -_- LOL
after that i went to but bubble tea again and we went home. went home, done 5 pages of " numbers " and 2 worksheets. sure die one, cause i dont even know how to do.
goodgame, im prepared to fail my exams. studying is hard.
ta-da , and i kinda died today, as in i almost slipped and fell down down de building :x i dont know how i did it. maybe im just pro-er than a pro :x just kidding :)
the gist is .. i kinda like it :) cause it shows that im not meant to die so early XD lmao .
tmr is friday . boring
crazy .

bloody.

2010-02-03T22:04:00.002+08:00

oh shit :)

today damn tiredddddd. went to school, carried 3 cans of can food. i damn regretted saying that i wanted to but them.. zzzzzxs. then wrap hamper :) lol anyhow .. cause, not enough things inside. sec 1 our hamper was all the way high, but then now its barely half of it. then had band, funny siol. cause hasbi made us laugh ! haha , yeah. then my mood from sian become hyper . Lmao :) then aftert band went to parkway, that bloody bus made me wait for like 15 minutes and saw some bloody people who spammed my phone, and other group of bloody people. Lol, i like to use bloody now :), cause it sounds nice XD then i went to parkway , then at th bustop to parkway i saw kaixun& co. Lol, funny. seriously funny, then went to eat mac. i ate bloody slow. cause i was not so hungry anymore. haha. then i sit bus home. come home, i realised , " oh shit " i never fil in my ic form .. tmr need to hand in. walao.. and idk why. im very sway. cause when i wanted to throw something into de rubbsih bin that time the clothes hanging on the celling de drop on me. i mean not the clothes only. then whole bamboo of clothes, and my back is bloody pain, my head is pain, and my leg also pain.

bloody !

...

2010-02-02T21:56:00.005+08:00

yay :) first post of february.
today, i went to school, in a car. celeste's father's car, woah, and then right, i dont know what happen, we go bookshop i think then photocopy things. blah blah, and during lesson, i took back my poa test and i went " WAH ! " , cause i didnt expect i will pass. Lol, and its only a test.
haha, i dont care :) then, tuition and tuition and here i am .
my ear pain bodoh !
...
tmr still must eat dinner.
im like a robot ._.
and guess what, ytd i lie in bed for like 2 hours and i finally slept. i had a hard time trying to sleep. lol, whats wrong with me? lol, i make myself lethargic everyday but then im only tired in the morning. tmr need do the hamper thingy, i need to bring some heavy stuffs to school. walao .. i gonna sit car again ! cause im lazy to walk.
whatthehell manxs.
im mad.

january

2010-01-31T21:46:00.004+08:00

back from parkway, long time didnt go there alr , haha.
not say so long actually.
nice day -.- pui. of slacking.
thank you i know my singlish rocks :)
last post for january , tmr's february ..
sian, and its monday again !
bored, nothing to post .
woah, time flies isnt it ? :)
i'll be the happiest girl on earth

new chapter

2010-01-30T20:59:00.003+08:00

made a scene today. Lmao :)
today celeste skipped tuition :x lol, actually, sometimes i did that too XD
then we went out. i was late, cause i did something very stupid. i was like bathing .. lalala, then its like, i didnt realise that my hair shampoo no more T.T then im like " ohshit" haha, but solved in the end lah. im so stm :) yeah , i pierced another hole in my ear , so happy. haha! celeste too, then after that went to bugis, and she said got some cute guys. i was like . " w . t . f " yeah, cause im not interested in them ._. then like.. bugis street. so many people. boring. walk also cannot walk. bought my biker jacket .. although i still like her biker, cause of some damn stupid reasons :x then after that we need cross de road that time i cannot tahan anymore. i pull celeste climb over th fence then cross opposite. but i seriously no patience , at all :) then, celeste's leg already so jialat liao.. bimbo bitch :D her leg jialat then need pull me into the water meh... now my leg also the same ._. she says what.. do leg exercise, i tell you. its murder manxs XD
then didnt want to go home. then went to celeste house and slack, so long never go. lol, im getting used to your house liao. then ate maggie <3 , slack until dunno what time then came back home. cause i wanted to use the comp so badly.
now its chapter 5 :) 5th stop. today's a brand new chapter, but continued from the last happy chapter :)

not like last time

2010-01-30T11:51:00.007+08:00

i need a break, i need a break from all those shitxs, sorry i cant bring myself to trust you anymore, is not i dont want to, is that i cant. tsk, and if you want me to get my facts right, get your facts right too.
somebody said im steady, but then its not steady. i dont know how to say uh.
i dont really believe what sj say uh, but then i wont hate you over such fxcking guy/GAY.
i just think you changed, alot. and i just hope you wont scold her for telling me that thing cause she must have a reason for telling it to me..
you got better friends, so why bother ?
tsk. im not angry over some things, cause they're not worth it but i know somebody is always with me all along :) and that person will support me even if i met with some difficulties, and that person will tell me to overcome it and will always stay by my side no matter what :) its not like last time. I learnt my lesson, and it is to never trust a guy.
i wont care about stupid things like that. i will hack care it. you're just trying to aggravate this matter.
i realy hate what im doing now, the life i want in _ shouldnt be like that. cause of some people. all i know is ,
YOU'RE BIASED. i want you to die so badly -.- so i dont need to see your face and your acts and your immature-ness. i know you hate me, idm and idc. hate me for all you want. :) grow some balls and scold me right in my face if you dare.

and im so glad, cause im not scared of you all now. unlike the past. im not the person i am last time, i dont blame anyone for it. but people change.

[ The piece of blank paper is only filled with things i want. so what, im cruel. cause i only fill it with things i care about and are worth caring for. its not for me to fill shit inside. ] [ today i woke up, i realised something , it only made me stronger. ]

pui

2010-01-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

pui... long time never update already, the pui on my hand is still there, like dunno how many days ago lol. 25/1 went concert, not bad, the trumpet ruined the whole song , zzzxs. that day, lol happy lah, cause can slack. haha, then wed never go band, then some slut come badmouth me behind my back, call her say infront of me uh. if she got the guts, tsk. and then today, de sidney come tell me what, " why nvr come band on wed? " duh, cause of some reason luh. cause i just knew he'll say that, he no brains uh. :) if i wanna pon band i will go buy mac and go celeste house take picture then call her upload on facebook and let the whole band know ? pui, cause i just knew that . tsktsk, who will so stupid. nabei siah. tsk, you think you very good ? see your face wanna puke already.

Im not angry over such assholes.

yay :) today went band then sian diao :x lol, cause of school lah. walaos, the laozhabor bs me is it ... zzzz . nvm forget it . tsktsk, changed place. changed to first row the most left the most corner. last year sit at the right now sit at the left. so hard to see the board luh... like i must turn my head to the right now . which make me so suan .. zzzz ! idc already :)

see you on sunday nina :)

nothing wrong

2010-01-24T00:44:00.007+08:00

If life was more exciting ..
HAHA, today somebody asked me a question : " If you could undo anything that you once did in your life, what will you undo ? "
weird, then my answer was " nothing "
LOL, dont sounds lame, haha. The outcome of things may not be the outcome you want but then .. aiya , its like that one lah. If i undo the thing in my life, i'll be like so unreasonable and " cannot be changed" kinda attitude.
Yeah anyway shitt-er , i forgotten all about it . gosh, cause i read your stupid blog and read what you typed. actually, im not angry but thanks for your praise :) cause to me, its not a bad thing after all.
then, somebody told me again :" it's ok to act cute there's no disgrace because Jesus took them away" tyty :)
lols, autumn concerto rocks :) :) !! thanks ruiming and my tuition teacher :X monday how ? so tired. i need my few hours of sleep << sounds pathetic right . Lols. then friday on band, somebody guailan somebody, then the somebody not happy :x Lols, too bad uh. then the juniors also. zzzz, went slacking ? i also dunno what im doing uh.. haha :D
anyway, laughter is the best medicine , im glad i made some people laugh, i hate that stinky face of yours. if everything was serious than the whole world die already siol. emo no use :) trying to get attention only. haha
celeste, when can we go out again. You're like busy studying everyday ._. anyway lets debate again :)

lethargic

2010-01-22T21:40:00.003+08:00

you know what, im in trouble, but i dont care. Lmao.

sometimes i just wished that things were easy. But if things were easy, life would be boring and meaningless. yeah , like strangers :(

It makes my life suck. At this age im supposed to be enjoying my life manxs.

&& thankyou God (: you made me pass my poa test ! haha, cause the answers suddenly ---- appear. XD served my 2 day of LRC, whatthehell. so boring siah. zzzxs. this world is full of hatred. how to get rid of it ? who call you .. guailan me -.- for no reason ? <<>

And i dare to say, i must say cause m mouth is mine :) - I rather have them to lead me than your. diao. i dont ever wanna lead, cause i know i cant.
you? why you ? zzzzxs, should i feel sad or happy ?

Sigh ! Im so vexed and lethargic, not everything is infallible. God ! tell me what to do ... :(

-.-

2010-01-21T21:52:00.002+08:00

tsktsk.

bloody shit manxs. help. im trying to cool down, whats wrong siol ? ahem you very big meh. just one month bigger than me . tsktsk, kena lrc for 4 days, pissed already lah. still got band things ? diao. Homework. A maths stupid paper. i failed my first class test. damn sway uh, also dunno why. anyhow one -.- dont care uh. still got POA, POA SUCKS TTM . shit-ter! i hate poa, regretted uh. feel like dropping it now manxs. pissed alr, no mood to do all those stupid stuffs anymore. sighsigh, relaxing is not sooooo easy......

WALAO.

life

2010-01-20T22:00:00.002+08:00

you know what, so what if i hate it, what can i do ._. nothing goes right, then ? Go left . Actually its not crap, left? Run away? Nah, thats a loser... sigh. what to do, i know God will do something.
I know. I have brains, your not my father/ mother(s). i dont need you all to remind all the time to collect bdfd -.- and then you call me a loser ? what a loser. Dont forget, so what if you called me a loser? dont forget that YOU were once a loser, sore loser(s). So what if you're sl-ed ? Does that mean that you can order people around ? I dont care if you say things infront of me, just dont say things behind my back. Cause it makes your cowards, not heroes. I dont care if mr tan/yeo called me to do something and nobody knows that i'hv done all those things. I dont need to show off and tell people " wah, i did all those things " , does it makes me proud? tsktsk. thats what we're supposed to do -.- its good enough to let ourselves know that we'hv done what we're supposed to do. Whatever, if i say i dont care, im lying to myself. So what if im your ex -.- , this kinda love is bullshit okay, get this in your brain. Go fight all you want ._. , cause that 3posts can turn your from warm-blooded humans to cold-blooded monsters. So what if today is screwed up? Its over already ._.
So how? Life is like that ._. i don wan my life to be like that uh, it sucks. i dont wanna be cold blooded. im just gonna do what im supposed to do. thats good enough, for me, as long as there's happiness. God will make my life interesting yeah (:

yeah

2010-01-19T21:56:00.005+08:00

yeah, laughed like nobody's business, cause esther saw her ex in the canteen, then when celeste & i walking out of canteen that time saw my ex, eww. lmaolmao, then we kept laughing then i was like " oh shit " then he give us that look ? whats the problem . LOL, then after that celeste saw her ex after we saw mine ? Lols, coincidence uh ? zzzxs. dont care lah, i dont feel like studying now dont even feel like stepping out of the house ._. sian.

today i had a dream (: a very nice and sweet dream, and it was all about you ... sigh, but then i know it'll never come true, too bad for me lor :P HAHA. at least i got a dream about you. 5 dreams about you. More than a coincidence ? .. can i say pui ? lmao.

The world is filled with weird things, and :

The greatest things in life, aren't things.

i wanna learn my guitar, i only know some pathetic chords.

If i a , i will be letting alot of people down. Letting him down and letting God down :(

lmao.

2010-01-18T22:13:00.003+08:00

you have to watch this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7ma55cAxSY&feature=fvsr .

hmm, today's bored ? no mood to study suddenly.

tmr's worst. 4 periods of poa, how am i gonna survive ?

haha. i need some entertainment.

LOL, today ruiming taught me how to spin a pen ? Lols, should i call her shifu o.o

today's last episode of Together, damn sad manxs, but i like " oh dont cry "

LMAO, i know im bad. but im good too (:

bad < good

housefly.

2010-01-17T22:22:00.001+08:00

YES I KILLED A HOUSEFLY ! XD
it took alot of courage thou....
its harder than killing a cockroach :)

loser

2010-01-16T15:32:00.004+08:00

tsktsk, you're such a loser, its so obvious that you're bias. ahem, no offence, its my mouth. zzz, i wont care anymore ? You're so different from others, that doesnt make you unique, that makes you a loser. Lmao. Who cares if you're sad or something. You're just acting. tsk, i know i rock. cause you suck.

i was bored, i am still bored

2010-01-15T23:14:00.009+08:00

you idiot,
and

and,

so,

and then,

so,

CHOY, touch wood.

i am bored. no offence, no mood siah. dont scold me ._.

cause i so damn tired now, i forgotten what to post about liao :x

tmorrow i dont wanna go out :( everywhere aching siah , try be me lah.

Wanna have time to study also cannot. walao ..

remembered liao, today sec 1 come to band then play game then i scream like mad, for dunno what reason, cause i like to whack people with newspaper uh ? siao. after band, ate dinner, go home. Regretted sitting bus 60. so many people. zzzz! then keep seeing celeste's father, even on the bus....

LOL :) tired siah. i wonder next week how? then next next week how ? next month, next next month, next next next month ? dont wanna feel stressed, thats the worst thing manxs.

Chinese homework is online work :(

i rather go 4days LRC den doing th stupid thingy den get no marks lah, thats stupid.

today happy and sad and tired and no patience.

Happy cause of things. :) :)

Sad cause of people :(

Tired cause of shitxs -.-

No patience cause of bag ._.

am i mad ? say yes. or ya. or yeah, or yep, or yup, or yea ;D

& i dont give a damn what you say, cause you're not worth my anger(:

who cares, i dont even care. eww..

boring boring boring. NINA , lend me de Avatar DVD leh :) :) !

i want to rest!

retard

2010-01-13T21:42:00.006+08:00

that is so cute (: and quite true uh ? joking.
hehe. had band today, so tired. totally no mood. cause damn tired. no mood to slack after band. zzzxs, band.
hand pain, leg pain, back pain, stomach pain, everywhere pain , zzzzzzzzzzzz.
school(: yeahyeah, study and study. borrowed book ; again. walaos, i tired liao. nvm , at least i tried. played balloon with ruiming and nina, actually i didnt play uh :X nina and ruiming took my balloon then theytheythey play with it. then the damn balloon drop almost onto my plate of rice .. ALMOST (: then i just the fork to tahan it ... they say i eat too slow :( :( .. but ..
IM ALREADY EATING DAMN FAST... :D too bad for me :( but in the end at band, xiuxia burst the balloon. the reason is : cause i was too lazy to bring back home (: (: !
im done, whee. im so tiredtiredtiredtiredtired.
some freaking thing happened today again :D
i think i feel so retarded XD

and, i dont like people who like to ACT. those people sucks, nb ._. im not angry. i just feel that, people will hate you all MORE and MORE. when like snior and junior turn into enemies. wth -.-
i dunnno how lurh, im just trying to help, when something happens, both parties will be at fault. yeah, hurts uh, but when u dont forgive us we feel guilty. yeah, somehow. i think, i dunno. i really dunno uh, everything;s gonna be alright yeah, cause God wont let things stay the same .

study!

2010-01-12T22:18:00.006+08:00

okay the story is like that, after school i waited for celeste then she talk to the mr lumdeneng Lols, then talktalktalk then go home. then on the bus we saw a cute baby boy ( but my brother's cute-r (: ) yeah, then we got down de bus, went to her house then i wait like so long :X thn went to see the playground then go my house then go mac then study then my attention span was only for like 10 mins, then i was like " i forgotten how to do log -.- " then just forget it.
then ...
I WANNA EAT. im so hungry :(

random?

2010-01-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

ahem ruiming im more random XD .. had tuition. yeah i will be like " over - studying" agreee agree ? (: yeah i kena flu, again , nothing to say leh.. im just randoming around. anywayanyway, i feel much better (: zzz, i cant sleep. even if i off the comp . hehe .. and i am just like , wondering why i cant speak chinese properly ? Influence ? eeyer, very er xin siah ._.

today's only monday and im so freaking tired.

argh ><

2010-01-10T22:17:00.003+08:00

i just wanna say ...
Argh >< i dunno why.
Life should be happy . zzzxs, bad things will happen i know, but then all happen at the wrong time. always, its just to make you stronger ._.
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh, what am i going to do .
Thankyouguys but then im stil damn confused.
whywhywhywhy must things turn out this way, got another solution or not ? I'm always the someone who cant help. i feel so useless D: D: D:
God, help me :(
xiuxia dont transfer school lehs :(
and sian, tmr got school . so boring. tonight sure cant sleep ._.

trying to be happy :(

life is so unexpected.

2010-01-08T22:43:00.004+08:00

[ thanks for making me stronger(: ] shitter..
i dont wanna say so much , cause i already told it all out to somebody ... zzzxs.
Today had band, was damn tired, ate dinner with people << duh .. Guess what, i left all my books in school. Tmr i'll be damn bored. ! and nina finally passed me the magazine XD , just realised, my english sucks.
7 things :
1. Remove hatred from my brain
2. Return good for evil
3. Dont be a hypocrite
4. Stop hating people
5. Dont piss myself off.
6. Be matured.
7. I know myself the best ?
okay fine. im gonna do all those and become a better person.
" She " is so irritating. Fxck , " she " sucks. What a childish person.
Enough talking about " her " uh. cause she doesnt exist XD
Yay ! God answered my prayers today (: He's indeed magical .
Here's another sentence : Life is so unexpected.

tired

2010-01-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

argh , school reopen.
And its not good at all, its just like the 3rd day of school and im like so tired. then next week i'll start fainting. STRESSED, from all those homework and nagging and band,
realised that i have no time for doing other bandthings and guitar lessons.
1st day : not yawning
2nd day: yawn alittle bit
3rd day: yawned alot. slept abit
tmr ? sleep ._.
walaoxs, i no time to care about anything already lah ._. I dont even know why i stressed uh ? cause of nagging ? thats like eww.
Yeah, i told a lie. what the hell ._. didnt meant to D: ;
cause ... i'hv thought over it :)
IM LAG OF SLEEP. at night i cant even sleep ._. then i kept messaging and messaging until i sleep . If school life's gonna continue like this , wahhhhhh . goodgame (:
hahahahhahahhaha,i should be happy :) happy happy happy :)
not sad , yupyup.
today had sec1 orientation , hais hais D: kinda failed. Said vulgar D:
vulgar, i dunno why. i dont know what im doing !
orintation kinda slack, cause my flats came off ._. unlucky.
argh, what i wanna say ? forgotten ! ._.
really forgot already. SHIT me :(:(
i rememebered ! all of a sudden ! haha im so weird.
yupyup, mrs kwok is my english teacher ! wheeeeee manxs !
my 2010 resolutions are :
1, quit vulgar (:
2., study hard and pass my science, get 85&above for e and a maths and poa (:
3, Read the what im supposed to read in the Holy bible
4, Eat proper dinner
5, Forgive and forget
6, Enjoy myself in band, as in .. ENJOY :D
7, Sleep at night ! as in, before 12 midnight (:
Lastly lastly, mature mature !

Thats all, cause i scared i cant make it... its like meaningless, if you just write and forget.. yeah.. I must pass science ! i dont care D: Last year, i was like 49.5 ? ARGH >< wasted uhhhhh. Dont wanna behave like a kid anymore, cause it sucks, and people find you irritating .
And .. i dont like him -.-
byebye :)
Im done, sighsighsigh.

(:

2010-01-03T00:56:00.002+08:00

heyhey, my flu's gone ! Thank you Jesus :D :D :D
HAHA! ... Nina, im gonna change my facebook display picture ... soon (: hehe.
&& I'm not cute XD
School's gonna reopen, so soon. Very soon ._. tomorrow . Oh grats ! :o
I haven pack my bag. Im prepared to go school (:
2010's gonna be great(: , greater than 2009. Cause i'hv wasted a year , doing some shit.
This year's gonna be greater! GREATER! cause God will do greater stuffffffffffs .
wheeeee, i feel so hyper now ! :D:D:D
and i dunno why (:

flu

2010-01-02T01:31:00.002+08:00

There's always one thing i wanna ask , : why am i always getting flu .
Then the next day, my tissuebox left half only T.T
I tonned yesterday and then today almost slept on the bus, almost slept which watching tv.
But then didnt feel like sleeping when infront of this lappy. Haha whatever. My tissuepaper's gonna fly again.
4 days without maggie, how miserable D: just kidding ya. (:
Today im gonna start reading Proverbs (: actually its supposed to be yesterday , haha.
How how how , school's reopening !
Band and homework is so gonna make me so tired ._.
I dont wanna ton today already ! 1 day without sleep is half of my life :X 2 days without sleep is my life !
Nights everybody

new year ?

2010-01-01T04:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D
2010 feels weird to me . cause i prefer it to be like 20010 .
haha. bored. its like 4.30am in the morning and im not sleeping . Not tired :D
doing some shit stuffs . with leon george and xiuxia. dont care man, must ton. !
wanna eat maggie. Ate laksa , and drank mango smoothieeeeeee from mc cafe. nice uh XD
&&
xiuxia's scolding me an asshole D; wahhhhhhhhhh, what did i do ._.
arghhhhh >< i feel so hungry, i want maggie, maggie with egg. And the egg cannot be chaodar one.
2009 is over. then people is like so tensed up cause 2010 is coming ._.
It happens every year. then to me is like , sian .
Nothing to say uh. It's just another oridinary day , i feel nothing at all siah ?
Tv is still on. I wanna go to the park leh ? but then cannot.
time files, its like 4.36 now, i didnt even realised until .
Eeyer, whats wrong with me -.-

idiots

2009-12-29T22:33:00.007+08:00

Argh , im surrounded by immatured freaks . Thats so grossed . Ewwwwwww ? You think you rock ? But actually you suck . he was right yo -.-

But you know what i'll do , i'll be nice to you, rawr.

Return good for evil , i will not revenge. I must rennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn . assholeeeee . you suck ._.

fyi im not angry , never :D hehe thats all.

next year 3d'll be seeing mrs kwok , again ! ><

tomorrow morning will be cycling (: Im gonna fall down, cause i want a scar x.x

today's kinda boring, kinda happy(: and kinda i dunno how to say..

Homework homework homework homework homework. left chinese ._. ; cant even do.

To me, your're just a piece of **** manzs! relax relax relax.

hahahaha, actually something makes me kinda happy now ^^

&& ...

Im not crazy ._. hmprh . God bless you !

BYE :D

2009-12-27T20:43:00.002+08:00

RUIMING ! hahaha. caught ya ;D on wednesday, haha. had ear pierced ;D then i went off to eat steamboat and i ate sharkfins when im not supposed to . haha but who cares. Life's like that . wheeeeee . updated :D

christmas :D

2009-12-27T20:39:00.007+08:00

yo long time no post (:

first of all , MERRY CHRISTMAS :D , merry belated christmas ._. the party was fun ;D hehe. really nothing to say , sometimes listening to music makes you sad D: cause will think about the past, but then the past is the past , over is over :D we shall not live in the past , life should be great :D cause God is great ! wheeee. im gonna do my homework ;D

byebyee

ill :(

2009-12-15T00:14:00.005+08:00

YAY, long since i blogged. from 7th to 11th dec went to malaysia. did alotalotalot of shopping. 5 pairws of shoes leh XD haha. yup then 12th went to mbs concert. 13th went to huimin's birthday party (: today went out with family to east coast :D haha. siann larh. go there play ds :x a bit no life leh :X Haha . yeah somehow my stomach damn pain but a while ok liao. head a bit hot leh. siann T.T tmr having tuition, gonna chiong everything.

Gonna start to study NOW ..

Gonna chiong my science homework , cause deadline is like 18th dec.

Gonna do all the homework.

Gonna photocopy the maths worksheet which i threw away ._.

Gonna get grounded T.T

Argh ><>

God will be there for me ! (: whee

2009-12-04T02:57:00.003+08:00

yo peeps its 3:01 am in the morning , im so bored. finally blogged. but forgotten what to blog about. I'm supposed to be sleeping right now ._. down with flu and headache, i cant sleep ! i got sleepless nights everyday. zzz , next week going malaysia from 7 dec to 11 dec. then 12 dec need attend th mbs that concert , 13 dec got tuition and birthday party. goodgame, this hols shall be a " great " one, i havent do homework. argh >< help ! LOl talking to ruiming now,somehow i feel like clicking his email leh. but then i dont have the courage to. what a pig ._. i feel hungry suddenly :x i want maggie i want lemon tea i want food . haha , but lazy . Haha, i'll pray before i go to sleep (:
bye ~

ruiming

2009-11-29T00:14:00.001+08:00

WHEEE . YEAH. RUIMING :D I BLOGGED ! HAHAHHA -.-

the duck so cute :D haha . Junlin , get well soon. lol.

band camp (:

2009-11-28T23:28:00.003+08:00

yay ! Band camp is over, long time ago . zzz ok lah. quite fun. speechless anyway. being angry is no use , serious. missed my maggie mee and my lappy. almost tonned the whole night but too tired. then next day do exercise got jingshen then band practise that time sleep XD hmm, abit bad lah ;x the food sucks but then its better than nothing ;D thank you god (: everything was smooth (: haha , nothing to say. gonna post it all tonight :D

my maggie mee D:

2009-11-18T21:36:00.003+08:00

oh my.. i cant believe it, tmr going band camp, like gonna overnight at school ? ._. i rather overnight at the old school, then friday gonna go meet principal -.- gg liao, my crap all gonna come out of my mouth XD haha. bored.

Tmr, NO maggie, NO laptop, NO audition, NO cafe world, shiit , lazy to pack bag. just anyhow. Lols, cooked spaghetti, abit chaoda ._. byebye (:

hope

2009-11-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

Its like time to post again. Im bored.
Life is so normal. Lols, started my maths tuition.
A maths dont actually rock ~
I got nothing to say .
Life is filled with hope. Hope dies last (:

yeahyeah.

2009-11-09T20:46:00.004+08:00

LOL. i regretted going to school today ! XD im in like 3D next year ? ._. 3C full liao. i think appeal also no use. lols but never mind :D hope is everything. nothing is impossible :D yeah. im just trying to cheer myself up. haha (: well, its better than nothing. Lols. i dont believe in fate actually (: haha accept the truth laa D: hehe , today, it rained ! & D = Dumb ! jk ><

I'm contented already(: hope is everything (:

music (:

2009-11-06T21:21:00.004+08:00

i fell in love with another song lols (:

i kept listening to it over and over again haha.

this week was a busy day, monday tuesday wednesday got leadership camp about band . lols then ytd went out to discuss about band camp and stuffs w de joey seettoh, yongyi, lihwan, minsheng, lilian, lina, stephanie and sidney , then went to the percussion festival w lilian, yongyi & sidney and Junlin came, he so shy lol. the percussion festival is crazy one , lols.

who can play a mallet from opposite ? easy laa. but play a classical song hard [ flight of the bumblebee ] so cute :D haha.

today got band also. by wed need do duty roaster also. by next week need plan finish the band camp also. im dying lols.

band camp ; wasnt what i imagined actually... haha

bandbandband.

http://www.halleonard.com/common/audio/04002875.mp3

i really hate some people,maybe there're not worth my anger or anything. whatever (:

- “Music is enough for a lifetime, but a lifetime is not enough for music ”

dying

2009-11-04T21:28:00.004+08:00

yeah its raining again, there'll be no more stars tonight lols (: bye. im just lazy to blog.

LOL, once we're born, we must die, so we must die happily(: , makes sense. i will die happily XD

sleepy

2009-11-03T22:21:00.004+08:00

im bored :(

writing some reflection.

lazy to blog, too tired.

tmr bah (:

i got a sore throat -.-

i saw you, i met you

(:

2009-10-31T01:03:00.004+08:00

Something ; {♥}
bored ; taken my results back (: quite okay haha not so good, 4th, i deproved again ._. dont want say anything else already. appeal appeal ! lols. hard siah haha ;D Too lazy to go to sleep, i wanna re-pierce my ear. slanted one, so unfair T.T but im too lazy to. so bored. bored.bored.monday to wed got camp&i got an ominious feeling. tmr going to bbq haha (: not confirmed hehe,i hate somebody around me ._. im back into playing audition, although i feel a bit sick of it already.Im trying to use proper english now ;D Sighs.
the day before had roller blading , quite boring haha. next time go out ownself skate lols. bored, some post exam activities suck.
WWW♥ imy&some idiots. quick, i wanna go shopping.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN (:

24.10 (:

2009-10-25T13:03:00.037+08:00

Yo. im back (;
celeste &i(:

yongyi,kekgee&i(:

patrick,yongyi&kekgee(: javian went home

yongyi&kekgee(:

yoyo :D

tyty celeste, yongyi, kekgee, patrick and javian (: haha yesterday was fun. actually nothing to say about. saw lilian at mrt.went bugis for shopping (: then after that went to east coast to cycle w celeste, saw wende haha then after that celeste go then i cab down to patrick's house and have " bbq" LOLS brought everything except the fire starter ._. die laa like that, then tried to put paper, no use, oil also no use. then they went to find then slack slack slack then bohbian go upstair eat lo. (: very fun haha :D then 23.45 reach home :D nice time :D haha nothing to say. thanks yongyi and kekgee for the present ! haha.

[ haha thanks wanwen,celeste,,javian,patrick,esther,mr yeo,junlin,shengjun, zizhong,ginice,lilian,chiamin,fahmi,jocelyn,sofia,xiuxia,natalia,joy,joel chan,diana,elaine,ruiming,mendel,sidney,abigail,shihui,zichang,daryl for wishes & minmin, yongyi and kekgee for wishes & presents (:

cher-lyn,xuanhui,peiqin,jasmine,xunhang and aaron for facebook wishes. some idk one :x ]

tyty :D

crazy

2009-10-22T21:06:00.005+08:00

sighs, band is resuming tmr ._. yeah haha, today got back results , home econs good (: , english pass ! weeeehoooo, physics pass (: yeah thats all. hope to get more A-s ! :D
happy happy ! ;D
thats yongyi's face. and its not my fault to have it posted it there (;
byebye.
went crazy today.
2 more days ♥

tea

2009-10-21T21:18:00.006+08:00

im going crazy, haha today took back maths, science, english's and chinese's results. Dont feel like saying lei, maths pass (x ,science i pekchek, english paper 2 also pekchek, chinese is very standard (: yeah ,thats all. tmr gonna bring that damn bag ._. opps. haha. now is the subject combination thingy, poa no use siah , sianned T.T don wan take le. bored. so sian, playing some stupid games again. Friday gonna go for a concert. Today learnt alot of things haha xD Afternoon go drink tea, for holiday homework. quite nice leh. haha then sit on a table with kekgee, kahming, yongyi, ruiming, clarabelle, liqing and crystal. Lols they damn funny laaaahhhh. hahaha, i like to drink tea (: , jasmine tea (: nicenicenice. haha :D , haiz and say about some people also lols ; secrets (: byebye liao.

Yay ! 3 more days ♥

(:

2009-10-20T14:32:00.006+08:00

yeah (: im so bored. listening to some crap music now, feels that blogging sucks now. so bored. nothing to blog about. chionging some stupid game now, haha. i hate you lurh (:
hahaha. sian sian sian sian sian sian.
going crazy liao (x
everyday sleep and eat and sleep and eat, gonna become pig liao -.-
Interesting :
Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you've imagined.
- Henry David Thoreau

Happy 14th birthday, chiamin! (:
Happy 14th birthday, sithong! (:

yay my birthday is coming :D hahahaha.

(:

2009-10-16T21:03:00.002+08:00

yeah, exams are over.
so bored now lo.
don feel like blogging anymore.
THIS SUCKS -'-
i hate you -.-
grrrrrrrrrrrr. i hate holidays.
nothing to say liao.

disgusted

2009-10-06T22:37:00.005+08:00

my mood :

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE ! :D

life is so boring. boredom drives me up the wall. -.-

im gonna tell you a story.

today i go to school.

i go lesson.

Literature lesson

Physics lesson.

then recess ! i never eat again.

then maths lesson. i got 4/8 and 9/14. siao -.-

then english lesson. we watch what movie the matrix , blah bleh blih bloh bluh. whatever..den tcher say got comedy and action, then i all also dunwan. i wan horror -.-

then i go for chinese lesson then i realised, oh ! i fail my chinese test, lucky not eoy. or else i chop my head down let you play soccer (: and i learnt a lesson : don anyhow do test paper again.

end of my story. thank you thank you -.-

byebyes(:

bien-aimée idiot (:

hugs(:

2009-10-03T22:44:00.006+08:00

HUGS i need a hug (: somebody give me a hug (:

so sweet ...

booooooooo ! eoy exams coming. i swear i gonna slack lesser (: yeah and say less vulgartities (:

i miss you i miss you i miss you .

hehe (:

2009-09-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

LIFE IS SO BORING !
PATHETIC IDIOTS !

memories.

2009-09-26T21:07:00.003+08:00

lols yongyi zilian . witness ah . lols.
yesterday got mid autumn festival then ruiming, richard, patrick, yongyi and i hang out together. im lazy to post. next time the photos then post bah. erm, then what arh ? yeah, then we went east coast de mac and eat then go anyhow take photos. then we were jumping and hoping like some crazy idiots that just came out of the mental hospital in woodbridge then it was like late at night 10 plus liao then ms khoh not fang xin then she send us home. then in her car so fun (: her car freaking cute lor :D hehe. yeah then we travel to ruiming house then patrick then yongyi then mine then richard then richard send me up, cause im scared of perverts . ok yeah i reach home is 12.30 am. so tired. then but i still cant sleep. haha next time then upload the pics bah . or maybe lazy then dun upload liao :D
byebye
that freaking place reminded me of like somebody but then i still dunno why i care. maybe i shouldn't care, yes, i shouldnt care. i should ask you to fuck off.

screwed it up

2009-09-24T21:26:00.008+08:00

Today i went to school in my father's car, i woke up late again ;x opps haha then we had flag raising then the sky started to turn black. i mean grey yeah. then it was so windy (: i hoped everyday was like that :D haha. Alot things happen today. haha (:
kekgee ! you must stay strong (: hehe :D
Hehe i screwed it up. Its hard to cook something when you have to run and run around and sharing the same piece of paper to collect the ingredients. I went so blur today, due to not enough sleep. i know i suck at cooking ._. but the fishball is still nice :D that shows that.. actually im quite good at frying fishballs :D hehe. At the kitchen, i pinned up my hair then rush here rush there, collect ingredients, said vulgartites , talked to myself, talk to the food. i went crazy. anyhow la. haha. then my spaghetti went chao da, my garlic turned black and then i even cooked the lemon juice, parsey and red pepper together ._. so idiot right ? grr..
My beautiful work (:

This's yongyi's work (:

That's ruiming's work (:

This' kahming's work(: her one tasted nice (:

Diana's one. also chao da XD

HAHA and this's yuting's one. so nice lor (: like crab (x

yeah im done. and im not gonna enter that kitchen anymore ._.

i wanna forget you ! idiot get outta my sight ! BITCH (: you suck to da core ! LOSER :P

stressed.

2009-09-22T21:20:00.006+08:00

Stressed .
Now i realized nobody really understands me, maybe somebody was right (: you may need sopport from the people around you but then the person who face this problem is you, and it will never change, so in the end we face the problem ourselves, maybe i haven't been thinking too much, cause i got not enough sleep. Maybe i got some kinda sickness, night time cant sleep&hyperactive but then morning wanna sleep. yeah whatever, today i saw an old couple holding hands (: so sweet and loving (: they seemed to enjoy life together. i feel like crying when i see them. Maybe it's time to let go. I can't control my emotions, cause i did something to myself again, only celeste and kaixun noticed, their eyes very sharp lor ._. Dont scold me, i'll never do it again (: Actually it's hard to let go. very hard actually, but bitch, i'll still hate you for nothing. Just don't feel like forgiving you. nah, you're not trustworthy at all. You're just an idiot. Choices are hard to decide, have i made the right choice ?

i want a happy life
私は幸せな生活がしたい
Je veux une vie heureuse
我想要的幸福生活

celeste's parteh.

2009-09-19T19:56:00.040+08:00

Yes im done. hehe today is celeste's so called birthday parteh (: camwhore again. if this goes on my memory card no space liaos.
then she came to my house then we choose clothes and then we went off (: haha then meet natalia. hehe.
hehe, some crazy housefly flying away !

im so pathetic ;x

im really pathetic.

lols the magic mickey mouse, evil shrek and holy angel (:

hehehe.

im so retarded.

pathetic. my hair messy XD mama xD

im pro ok ?

crazy freak xD greenie girl ;x

then we went on to bake cupcake . hehe it was fun (:

this looks like a smiley (:

flour ;D

i got style ;D

haha natalia.

lols so cute,

me again.

whitewhite

LOLS icing leh . home made one. mine's yellow.

celeste's blue

natalia's green

lols

celeste's

mine

natalia's

celeste's and natalia's. i washed them away (:

after we wash them away ;D

And then the cupcakes are done (: hehe so nice and cute right ? next time i wanna bake some more (: hahahahaha. <3>
yeah, and im done with my post hehe.

almost forgotten something :

Happy belated birthday, xiuxia !

haha, thank you for being with me when im sad or troubled. although i am still now. (:

Happy belated birthday, fahmi !

nothing to say, last long with her (:

Happy belated birthday, celeste ! (:

haha celeste, you rocked my life (: haha laogong and laopo forever (:

誰も私を理解し、誰も気に。私はまだあなたを、iにおよびiしようとして午前を取得することはできませんので、必ず私は、胸が張り裂けるを参照して再度、お会いしないようにしたい。

bad mood

2009-09-17T19:55:00.003+08:00

WALAO. fuck, im fucking pissed off. with my laptop or my phone i dunnno. cant even send pictures lor? what the fuck la cheebye. fuck off bodoh. still got what home econs shit work. nobody even want to help me la. mother nagnagnag , shout shout shout.
take penknife kill me better, everything also call me do. fuck off la. bad mood luh nowadays, dunno why all the bad things all come to me. i also never do anything wrong luh, all the bad things all come to me. i sway luh -.- fucker bodoh cheebye.
walao fuck. later i too much stress i go jump down building be what warrior -.-
things just dont turn out the way i want. go die luh.
others can den why i cannot ? idiot.

Tuesday.

2009-09-15T21:37:00.027+08:00

Oh man, im gonna post again.
On tuesday i went shopping with celeste and brought xiuxia's present but then she dun wanna accept. hais.. yeah we shopped. lols . and took pictures. nothing to say leh.
Band's gonna step down this friday(: for me :D hahas, bored.
im gonna buck up my science. and study geog, hist and cook food :x i need revise maths (: hehehe. EOY, grr. fuck ! study study study.

siaozhabor number 1 :

siaozhabor number 2:

car (:

Hahas, this celeste holding spongbob and patrick ;D

lols im holding spongbob.

siaozhabor ;D :

hahaha ! mdm rozita's faithful student.

hehehe :

hi -5 :

stuck ;x

im good , i dont fight :D :

blurblurblur.

yeah and im so damn stressed up nowadays. nothing to say (:

aiya life is like that man.

the end -

yesterday

2009-09-15T20:37:00.016+08:00

Yesterday we had chemistry and biology science lesson ;D hehehe , bored so took some photos (:
minmin sit beside me hahaha.

the stupid goggle so big and bulky . ewww yuck , hahas

Lols dunno what to say ;D look so funny lols

the colour so nice siol (:

red, transparent, pink, orange, purple, black :D
nice(:

then got some siaozhabor in toilet blow the fan ;x

yongyi and her degree-less specs

then go take pictures with minmin ;D

& i didnt upload all actually. ;x

then after school went to eat maggie at minmin's house downstairs (: hahas den after that yongyi wanted to find fahmi then we brought these :

fahmi broke his fast because of her., lols i dun want go with them anymore,

im feeling extra haha

yongyi is trying to run away haha.

she never run liao ;D

so bored. i like mixing chemicals.

i wish i'll invent a chemical that keeps all your troubles away :D

Saturday(:

2009-09-15T20:12:00.026+08:00

Lets begin my story :
Saturday, 12 september (: went to celsete house to meet her althought i was damn tired , lols i woke up damn early (: yeah den go her house eat maggie. sianned. lols den but still hungry. slack until like 1 plusplus then we took bus and then mart go bugis (:

then we take mrt.

then we took escalator

we took the escalator again ..

then we went to shop about 2hours. lols so fun and nice (: yeah then we brought alot of things. quite alot, but didnt go buy my shirt . sianned T.T yeah den celeste called yanda to come. i brought her her borthday present, te patrick star shirt ;D yeah den we went iluma :D

The arcade so high at th 2nd top level then we had to take escalator then we take picutres

den i left celeste and yanda behind , lols then celeste was like chasing me .

and she continued to chase me. two siaozhabor ;D

then my aiming not good at all, celeste one also, this pic was taken by yanda .

then play arcade finish already then take the lift go down, cause lazy. then got refelction then take pic lor.

then the lift inside also got mirror, then take pics again (:

den we went to bustop then sit bus 63 , yeah den reach circuit road liao den take pics ;D me and celeste brought watch (:

did you see my middle finger o.o

then we brought shades too (:

yanda look so gay.

i look better (:

dead tired.

hahas, this is celeste's shades

den we camwhore on the bus again .

aiming not good..

blah.

den continue taking pictures

o.o

O.O

we took 65 home btw.

The end (: i wanna go out shopping again ...

with celeste <3

hahas .

sleepless

2009-09-12T02:38:00.005+08:00

i cant sleep , what the hell .__. my lappy gonna no battery soon, im too lazy to charge. still must sit on chair and play, lols. lying on the bed now. sianned , bored, not that tired. Lols, you think i can wake up at 9.30am today to watch my doremon show? lols, 2.54 am in the morning liao . sianned . T.T lols i gonna call somebody to chat with me later. play game play until sian diao le. hahas, im just blogging for fun. i wanna eat (: my stomach pain and so empty lor lols. i feel lik eating rice cake ;D maybe i should even think of food now ._. lols sweet dreams <3

sianned

2009-09-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

today,i meant yesterday, i had a very damn busy day. today my father fetched me to school (: yeah then i not feeling well, again ._. yeah then no fall in. boring ... then got exchange w/ bishan park secondary, whitley secondary and geylang medodist secondary , then got one thing i dont like is got one girl from gm one, come kpkb me. asshole. she's from senior band A, with xiuxia that girl, keep sticking to her one. idiot lunch also stick . SO SICKENING. ewwwwwwwwwwww, hold hands cannot meh? wtf man ! haha then tell me say waht i never play. asshole luh. people miss out that part cannot meh ? also not purposely. i dont like people to judge me D: ownself play le i also cannot hear ? haiz, such a disgrace :x morning had combined band , then after that went to sectionals, during sectionals i saw until minmin, kekgee, ruiming and Dion . They all say got shuai ge then go see see le. then i followed them too. hahas bored. then yeah the exchange ok mah (: except for that girl. i think she's just trying to act only lor. haha (: bad mood luh today, i mean ytd... totally no mood . hais, and im playing some stupid games now.
your just as usual, hais D: heartbroken, i miss the past (:

090909

2009-09-09T20:59:00.002+08:00

090909 is a good day (:
yeah for me. 080808 isn't (:
had band exchange with MBS today (: lols i visited MBS lerh ;D yeah, and the kids there so cute lor . blogger still got problem. fucking idiot, cant post picture , fuck. arsehole. today i realised my mirror was broken , ahem ... yeah and i almost trip on the staircase while i was walking down but i didnt fall down. hell, forget it. nobody cares .__. during exchange quite fun until because of some kpkb people act yi ge -.-
you think you very big ? let me tell you, your just somebody who loves to kpkb people (: thats good.
had my ear pierced today, abit pain lor. but not really what i call pain. after that then pain. dunno why, suddenly pain de (: i dunwan stick to this earring, so old fashion ;x , lols (: go buy rubber band also. hais cant eat egg, seafood or maggie. i feel so pathetic man D:
bored. i didnt buy my things today. i totally forgotten. or maybe its heaven's will .
whatever. im bored. so bored.
080909 is not a very good day (:
i went shopping with minmin(: brought some dress . not that type :x yeah those type . dunno how to say. brought hoodies also (: iloveyou (: thanks for giving me a good day out (: now i wanna buy earrings. maybe , maybe im going shopping w/celeste. im gonna get my hair cut , so ugly lor. sianned . im sick of this fringe actually. haha then go eat sakae sushi again. some people no respect for me. fuckeres -'- yeah extra ? fuck you , you got extra fats. all the people there all thin you so fat. still kpkb so much. hais immature, cant be blamed. DIAO. no money left. totally no money left. hahas . bored.
nah and maybe, nothing can make me trust you now. haha (: your girlfriend nice what ? why come find me ? diao.
i'll end this post now (:
byebye
wanwen i miss you (:

shopping (:

2009-09-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

i cant stop thinking about tmr ! OMG im going shopping . great <3 saturday going shopping again with celeste<3 . omg my money's gonna fly away from me. after exmas gonna go out with wanwen(L) hahaha. I wanna buy alot of things leh (:
i want vest.
i want shirt.
i want bag.
i want pierce ear.
i want earrings.
i want shoe.
i want hoodies.
omgomg . crazy already. hahas
yeah (: today had band . sectionals was so fun today, today heng never kena scolding ? say give us one hour break ? wth tot is real luh then he say but it started 15 monutes ago. i tot 15 mah actually is 50. wth ? my ear sotsot de mah. cannot hear things properly de mah, spam music too loud already . GG then come back so quiet . wtf ? forget it. lols be direct la . xD sianned . had kfc w/lilian&yongyi. sianned.
nothing to say le. today so disappointed D: i rather give up on you, actually i have already had (: thats good. friends? maybe ?
&
im gonna buy a new bag (:
byebye

bored

2009-09-07T08:44:00.003+08:00

BORING (: this week holiday sucks . currently at comp lab. doing some stupid stuffs . so bored loh. later gonna eat mac breakfast with minmin (: then tmr gonna shop with her. wed got band, thurs it's off day ;D fri got band, saturday go out with celeste (: sunday got tuition (: lols

boring ! sianned T.T exams coming. I'll go online like lesser , much lesser (:

gonna study study study. i dunwan slack liao !

haha. Byebye <3

life is so tough.

2009-09-05T10:26:00.002+08:00

yesterday,had band , felt boring lor. so confused, see xiuxia emo i also want to emo, i rather vent anger on myself. HK trip has been cancelled. conductor say willl kick out some people, i scared scared will kena, but i dont want... and ..
dont act infront of me, acting infront of me is no use. one thank you also never say, your just good to her , not me. ask me go eat buffet ? i dont want, i learnt my lesson, go there so extra ? and i dont talk much now .And you know what, im gonna thank somebody else (:
esprit de corps/morale =
is the capacity of a group of people to pull together persistently and consistently in pursuit of a common purpose.
o.o so what is the purpose ?
howhowhow? next monday wednesday and friday have band . yesterday also take report book ! what the hell man D: idiot
my literature so pathetic lor. 20 marks only,then my science fail by two marks.
my science fail everything cannot do, also cannot go out. GG , should i hide my report book ? (: i want to cook spaghetti, i want to bake cupcakes and i want udon , life is so tough, somtimes its just too unfair, i wished you didnt send me that message. and i thinked you send me that message because you want to hurt me more. its useless lor, im falling sick soon. sianned T.T but can eat medicine (: nice ;D If i fall sick , than people will care (:
boring, next time i wanna party at midnight (:

be together again? no way.

bitch and bastard

2009-09-03T21:56:00.001+08:00

i hate you two luh. you everything also dunno. i dunno why i will fall for you can, next time i think i should not think about your feelings anymore. you xiasway then xiasway. people come read my blog then too bad la.
stop acting infront of me. you think you big ?
go throw away la. who cares. hug your big big one la. the bitch give you de la. go replace la. go la.
tell me for what?
GUMLAN -'-

ilovewanwennnn (:

bored.

2009-09-01T17:13:00.003+08:00

i just changed my blogskin. so boring.
now not like last time already, everything is new (:
bye

workshop today (:

2009-08-30T19:45:00.002+08:00

hahas today workshop with yongyi lihwan lilian joel and sidney gay, it was fun but not that fun actually . lols , alot of secrets lor. lol :x the speaker so cute and nice . haha , then the instrumental was more fun (: percussion hit tables. lols, thats my favourite (: so cool ;D today really no mood luh. talk to joel also never talk. so quiet, felt like crying actually, but i think it wont be appreciated. who cares ? cus today didnt want to see the person that i wanted to see. ruined my mood,
life without me is better right ? yeah i knew it lor. dont guailan me , dont act big, dont thikn that everybody must listen to you. so dont talk crap , itsoverbastard.
dog face shit face fuck off -'-
yeah was almost late. the bus uncle say next stop but actually still got 5 or 6 more stops . ahem idiot , in the end we have to take cab , oh shit i havent pay her money :x lols she say dont need . ok ,
hais maybe im not gonna go school tmr , so boring. yeah the place damn cold lor. band room somemore, i freezing you know, my teeth still shakeshakeshake lols, then halfway through the workshop then i go toilet , then i go in that time ,i mean staff toilet, then i saw a big beetle then i dont care i go in the toilet i lock the door that time then take off my pants that time then the lights off. suddenly lor, then i quickly go out, then the door slam shut lor. then i quickly walk. wth ? my precious comb missing you know , i feel so pathetic :( then after that went home together, girls only ahem , cant be bothered with some people. lols then we play instrument on the bus. lols like morninh like that . haha then lihwan go home then the rest go eat KFC le. then eat le they eat so fast, but i think is i slow. no appetite , then i bring the 1/4 bitten burger back . dont feel like eating now. i think im falling ill soon.
good luck to me (:

you'hv totally forgotten my existence, you just dont know how not to hurt a girl.
well thats good, you dont need to remember me. im just transparent to you.
who cares?

(:

2009-08-26T08:47:00.003+08:00

yeahhh ! i passed my maths ! 33/40 i got chocolate ;x lols. haha in computer lab now.
so bored today . lols . mdm lim is nagging again . everyone playing computer instead of doing homework . lols
bored. actually wanna upload pics but in the end lazy , but will post a little bit. haha
there's band today , so boring i feel . hais , ruiming's richard's and my english paper gone. i mean our homework . i go pass teacher something then i come back then after that gone.
sianned . fucking bored now. nothing to do. bored
lols . do you believe there's ghost ?

fuck

2009-08-24T21:09:00.000+08:00

fuck . nobody knows , computer gen wo zhuo dui, everybody gen wo zhuo dui, ask them question they dont reply, fuck luh. if you were me how will you feel, fuck luh. cheebye -'- fuck off far far stupid bitch , i hate you. i still hate you. and you and you and you and you and YOU, stealer -.-
thw whole world is ending in 2011, i think or 2012, i feel so happy, i cant wait to die naturally ! -.-
yeah now also cannot post pics, everything cannot post. fuck i had enough ,stupid computer,cant even open a stupid email. what shit are you giving me siah. i tell you. i dont wanna use ie already. i use mf instead.
i give up everything toot.
toot toot toot toot toot
say sorry also dont want. so petty, fuck , yeah luh. happy right i like that ? so alone .
idiots and fuckers. yeah la i very extra can,
you're not unique anymore to me. you dunno anything. you dont even think.
shut up.

(:

2009-08-18T16:16:00.002+08:00

sianned T.T currently at ruiming's house. eating chocolate swiss roll. lols dunno how to eat , watery watery de ...
today's history is fucking bohoh i dunno how to say,
easy laa.
haha . boring. today ruiming in class do some pose xD then we taking photo graphs.
toottoot poses. next time then upload. haha , cause her comp no bluetooth, i no cable.
Doing home econs, so sian bohdoh.
yongyi also here, lols, she dun wanna go home , she "is" studying right now. lols, actually she's watching tv holding a textbook, boring, i give up on science. see the teacher face dun wanna study liao bodoh. esp marry de rose, nagnagnag, no wonder she not even married out lor. keep on saying and saying, keep repeating the same thing again and again. whuu the hell can stand her? esp her eggy face -.- , she act only la. her lesson so boring. kekgee good hearted go tell her then she call her stand up. wtf luh -.- , lols i think is she cannot accept the fact that her lesson is boring, lols (:
ruiming's nagging at me ! hahha . lols. cause i say wanna come her house do homework then in the end come here and blog. lols
but i cant tahan already, some people so not gentleman lor... sianned. and the bitch, bodoh !
- hatred - (:

LOLS

2009-08-17T16:08:00.005+08:00

YEAH ! ie can update pics le . haha ;D

sorry richard, patrick and mendel , scold you for nothing, i didnt take it to heart luh -.-

Just feel a little bit crazy inside.

lols. FAIRY ruiming, jiahui and richard !

hahaha. bored T.T

today morning got maths common test, quite easy, tcher took up 10mins of our time , wth !

then left 50mins. fcuk -.-

then my graph was not every curvy lor, damn crooked like hell. then anyhow .

fcuk. cant score full marks le.

still quite stressed ? because of the bitch & that person. Nothing more to say about them.

this sat and sun stayong over night ! haha.

great , they wanna go sentosa. asshole.

haha, then nextnext sunday patrick say go his house swim , haha good idea yeah? cause no need wear swimming costume. Nice (:

hehe. yeah then today recess, kahming, ruiming, kekgee, yongyi, minmin and i were like playing with a sweet wrapper. sweet wrapper very fun to play meh ?

YA , ABSOLUTELY ;x the table only got one sweet wrapper and we were playing like mad.

thats the funniest thing of all today (:

nothing to say now.

Byebye have a nice day.

BORING

2009-08-11T21:17:00.001+08:00

I SERIOUSLY HATE SOME BLOODY PEOPLE.
make fun of people's name , never think about the other party's feelings, forget it,
they are imatured they won't know.
they won't know that it will hurt my feelings.
they wont't know that how sad i will be.
they dont care about anything.
they dont even care about your feelings.
they dont even care whether you exist or not.
they just keep calling you ' bitch '.
they think its very funny.
they flirt, flirt this one flirt that one.
they deserved to be hated.
they are just bloody immatured idiots.
they should die.
THEY DONT KNOW ANYTHING.
dont know anything then
( -'- )fuck off, bloody bastards

i sad then sad luh.cry then cry luh. you two happy is it, no luh, three luh, four luh.
NOBODY CARES.
keep insulting people and call people names, very nice is it?
i dont let you see my phone then scold me is it say i guailan is it?
dont let me go your house play ps3 big deal is it?
then dont let me go luh, let other people go luh.
go away luh.

YOYO.

2009-08-04T16:06:00.003+08:00

I HATE LIARS, THEY ONLY KNOW HOW ACT INFRONT OF YOU THEN BEHIND YOU THEY BACKSTAB YOU, THEY DONT CARE YOU WHAT THEY JUST DO THINGS THAT YOU HATE. FUCKER.
so long never update already. boring, wanna change blogskin but cant find ! idiot, at ruiming's house now, bored, need so home econs , wanna close down this blog laa. sianned one , nothing to post de,
yeahyaeh friday 10.30 no school le, dunno where should i go , so boring, everyday so boring
homework homework homework
ruiming say wanna go east coast or sentosa, want me wear my band uniform go meh ?
she say wanna suntan ! so sun bathing o.o
dunno where to go.
now i damn stressed luh , because of some liars, i hate liars luh , all the good things come out from you but in the end it is still SHIT, alot of shit, i hate the black btichy, so bitchy, say until like everything my fault like that, you fucking ugly la, come compare me forwhat, the other bitch also, diao diao diao what ? diao until your eyes drop out ah ;p i curse you man -'- wanna xia sway me ? go fuck your mother, cheebye. arsehole.
fucker luh, all hack care one, idiot ! -.- i dont like that person you purposely go out with her. then like that also my fault. cant stand your childish attitude luh, go fuck her luh (: them ;D
update le. boring where should i go on friday ? keep taking things for granted , not shuang me then tell luh, i go some where else luh -.-
ytd is sidney birthday, dont say i no heart hoh
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SIDNEY <3>
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONGWANWEN I LOVE YOUUUU(L) !
and i hate some brainless people for ruining my mood yesterday this is for youuuuuuuu = -'-